Saykotik

I don’t want him to ruin my life again.

I don’t want to talk to him again.

I don’t want him back.

It’s funny how the feeling comes back whenever he talks to me. When he makes fun of me.

It’s been a year since he hurt me. I don’t want to fall for him all over again.

He was the biggest and last mistake I’ve ever committed.

The Lord surprised me. He brought Abe into my senses, he brought Jed.

Those guys are just dreams and hopes of this feminine nature of me.

But I’m putting my all to the strength and grace of my Lord Jesus that everything will be fine.

Okay na ko eh. Okay na talaga.

Yun nga lang, lumandi pa sya.

Ang landi nya naman kasing lalaki! Malanding malandi!

I just hate this feeling na malambot pa rin ang puso ko sa kanya pero by God’s grace kayang kaya ko namang labanan.

I was about to explode when he flirted with Shing, even if he has a girlfriend.

Why the hell I cried last night. Why the hell.

Uh! Satan, tempatations, Kim.

I’m hurt, and God knows it.

But i’m not afraid because God never fails to comfort me ahead of everything.

You know, up to now, I can feel the inferiority of me from others, physically and mentally.

I cannot defend myself.

I was just to unwanted by some but God has His reasons why He allows these things to happen.

Someday thru God’s time, I can say that:

“Remember me? I’m the one who stuck up for you. The one who stayed up until midnight just to talk to you. The one whose heart flutters when she gets a call or text from you. The one who fought for you, The one who missed and loved you. Now, you realize that I’m the one you want. But I’m already with a guy who figured it out.”